• I'm very random
• I love making new friend's
• I do NOT like liar's and fake people
• I love music, it's a huge part of my life and I have a few obsessions such as Backstreet Boys, Supernatural and Twilight with a side of many others
• I do NOT like bragger's {there's a difference between sharing your story to just repeating and having to talk bout it non stop to make yourself feel better}
• Best of all I'm a very nice person and if you treat me with respect I'll do the same

Feel free to comment to be added! :)
Thanks! 

So I know I’m never on here and I feel really bad, I’ve been so busy that I barely remember to breathe! This week has been crazy that I didn’t even know it was the weekend was here and now it’s Monday, oh joy!

Well I went to my best friend’s birthday party at Electric Cowboy on Aug 30^th and some guy that I was talking to on a dating site met me at the place and we seem to hit it off so we’re dating and things good or I hope so ha!

Went to the Rockies game on Saturday night and it was totally amazing! Just sharing laughs and smiles with Dane, and of course must mention that Matt Hoillday was RIGHT there {see photos to know what I mean} oh I was loving it!

 

 

Since I no longer work at Dollar Tree, I started working for my dad being a loan processor I’m training right now and let’s me say it’s only been a couple of days and it’s crazy, I just hope I can do it because I honestly have no idea what else I could do with my life and I need to make money fast for many reason’s. *sighs*

I’m just worried due to paying bills on time, and the Supernatural Con in November it’s just stressful and I never expected this to happen {as usual}

 

I hope to have some free time soon to check up a little at least on LJ, but I sure hope everyone is doing well. :{ Hopefully we’ll can catch up soon?

 

 

I’m totally wanting Pink’s new album, the single “So What” is amazing me so excited!!! :D

 

 

1.

Made out for more than 3 minutes?
Yes, just recently too.... LOL! It was a intersting 4 hour's of my life to be honest LMAO!!

2.

Slept in a different bed?
Nope just slept in mine LOL!

3.

Made out in a movie theater?
It's been a long while!! hmm

4.

Made out with 2 different people in one night?
LMFAO! Yes, DAMMIT I'm such a slut!! HA!

5.

Thought your cousin was hot?
Hey, I thought my cousin looked like Nick Carter at one point in time, seriously, whoa!!

6.

Been in love?
Yes, and I'm moving on!!
7.

Slept?
uhh yes... might not get any tonight since my nephew might be born!!

8.

Taken a shower with the same or opposite sex?
Yes, and Yes.

9.

Gone over the speed limit?
Yes a few times but I try to stay around the speed, no ticket for me!

10.

Painted your room?
Been a long time, P.S.I hate to paint! ;)

11.

Drove a car?
I drive mine everyday?

12.

Danced in front of your mirror?
Nah

13.

Gotten a hickey?
No, I need one though,j/k LMFAO!

14.

Been dumped?
Yes, by my ex husband but that's okay, I'm better off! :)

16.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Uhhhh, sorta? A guy got into my car and we just met few hours before? Does that count? LMAO!!

17.

Been in a fist fight?
No....

18.

Snuck out of your house?
No.. I'm 25 no need too.. lol!

19.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes, having that right now, dammit! ugh! Damn you Jared!!

20.

Been arrested?
no...

21.

Made out with a stranger?
Yes, LMAO!

22.

Left your house with out telling your parents?
Nah, I let them know where I'll be, I'm such a good daughter lmao!

23.

Had a crush on your neighbor?
OMG, I have one now, he lives right there and nope nothing is happening, dammit!

24.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
oh yeah, LMAO! A good story once too so funny!

25.

Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ?
yes, both.

26.

Seen someone die?
no and no thank you don't want to .

27.

Been on a plane?
Yes.

28.

Kissed a picture?
When I was young LOL!

29.

Slept in until 3?
I sure miss those days! :)

30.

Love someone or miss someone right now?
I'm missing a few, yes...

31.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes, I need to do that again, it's very relaxing!

32.

Made a snow angel?
Oh yes.

34.

Cheated while playing a game?
I don't remember,but I doubt it

 

35.

Been lonely?
I am now, but that's okay...

36.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Oh yea a few times, not good. lol

37.

Been to a club?
yes

38.

Felt an earthquake?
No

39.

Touched a snake?
yes a long time ago, and that's when I gotten scared of them, eeeek!

40.

Ran a red light?
A few times, :[

41.

Been suspended from school?
yes but it wasn't my fault.

42. Had detention..
yeah.

43.

Been in a car?
yes

44.

Hated the way you look?
yes

45.

Witnessed a crime?
No...?

46.

Been lost?
YES

47.

Been to the opposite side of the country?
UMM CANADA? {LOL}

48.

Felt like dying from embarrassment?
yes, def a few times.

49.

Cried yourself to sleep?
yes

50.

Sang karaoke?
Yes, I won't ever forget! :) Las Vegas with Sophia and Vanessa, LOL!

51.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
YES

52.

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
yes

53.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Yes

54.

Kissed in the rain?
It's been a long while, I've made out when it was raining but not yet..

55.

Sung in the shower?
Yes LOL!

56.

Had a dream that you married someone?
Yeah.

57.

Played getting married?
When I was younger

58.

Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no

59.

Ever gone to school partially nude?
uh no?

60.

Been a dick ?
No, but I've been told my middle name is Bitch LOL!

61.

Sat on a roof top?
YES

62.

Didn't take a shower for a week?
Uh no, I can't even go one day without a shower!

63.

Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
YES!.

 

64.

Played chicken?
NO

65.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope

66.

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yeah, it happened yesterday at work over the phone!! {yeah I know, whoa}

67.

Broken a bone?
Yep.

68.

Been easily amused?
yes

69.

Laugh so hard you cry?
yes

70.

Cheated on a test?
most likely, who hasn't.

71.

Forgotten someone's name?
Yeah it sucks but it's okay. ;)

72.

Blacked out from drinking?
Uhh no comment, :D

73.

Played a prank on someone?
yeah

74.

Gone to a late night movie?
yes

75.

Made love to anything not human?
uh that's sick

 

76.

Failed a class?
yes

77.

Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
nope

78.

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no

79.

Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope, I don't believe in cheating, it's dumb.

80.

Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
No, dammit!

81.

Thrown strange objects?
Sure, when I was younger and dumb.

 

82.

Felt like someone?
uh what?

83.

Thought about running away?
Yepperz

84.

Ran away?
I ran across the street with a bag of clothes but didn't work out lmao!

85.

Had detention and not attend it?
NO

86.

Made parents cry?
yes :(

87.

Cried over someone?
yes

88.

Owned more than 5 sharpies?
Oh , I'm obsessed with sharpies, it's bad! LOL

89.

Dated someone more than once?
Yeah?

90.

Have a dog?
I do have a dog as a pet...yes

91.

Own an instrument?
No but I would love to learn to play bass! :)

92.

Been in a band?
No

93.

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
uh no that would make me sick!

94.

Broken a cd?
YES, PLENTY

95.

Shot a gun?
a bebe gun, yes

96.

Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
NO

98.

Have a major crush on someone right now?
YES, ugh! oh well..
99.

Have a religion?
CATHOLIC

100.

Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
I honestly have no idea... :[

 ...................

Men

Suck

They

are

worthless!!

I met a guy on Friday night, we hanged out and yada yada yada and now he won't return my text or calls, WTF!!

Even if I just want to be friend's and nothing more right now cuz 'I know he's not looking, ugh!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

No story, just something a friend helped me with once and I love the ocean and color pink, and the tides with the ocean fits.
I really wish I could change it, :(

a myspace link to view photo's of.....

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=33743489&albumId=2129032


THE GIRL THAT ANDREW CHEATED ON ME WITH IN CA!!! 


It cracks me up, seriously.


Wow..

*gets my barf bag*

and the reason why Andrew didn't go all the way with her cuz he was grossed out, she was "hairy" why would you even think she was um cute? 

That's just my opinion, eh. ,lol

 Yes... LOL!

I'm not so sure I should share? :)

Sorry I've been MIA, I'm going thru a divorce. Couple weeks ago my husband told me over the phone that it wasn't working out when I figured something was up with him because he would quit calling me, and whatnot. It hurts really bad I started to eat again few days ago though. He said many things of why he wanted one but I honestly don’t know what to believe. He already put on his my space page that he is divorce and looking for dating/serious relationships although it hasn’t happened yet but after I got tired of his lies to me thru the phone which he stats he never told me such as getting back together, if I got another job, etc he denies it all even though I know he said it all, and it kills me every day so I finally told my dad to let’s start the paperwork and get this over with. {I have the longest story that would take forever to type out and whatnot}
Anyone here been thru it at all? Or know anyone that has? How do you over come it? Move on?
I just can’t stop crying, I’ll stop for a little while then I’ll start up again, it sucks and what worst is I just started a 2nd part time job yesterday so I really can’t go into work feeling/looking like this you know?
*sighs*

Eh... 

I have a job interview tomororw for Dollar Tree, the pay rate isn't good it's 7.00 a hour, and it's part time but I think it's something since I've had NO luck getting interview's and I know why though, it's due to my credit and work history which is a major pain so hopefully the interview will go well tomorrow *sighs*

Not  much has changed with Andrew, we had a talk today over the phone and he said he'll have to think bout it really hard to give me another chance, I guess the main two parts were the income and me not working a full time job, to help pay rent/bills, and 2nd part was my trips, then it goes into of how I am towards him, his friend's, other's in public, how I accuse him of cheating all the time, etc  I guess I never knew what marriage was to be honest, and having to both work to make income, part of me wants to not be with him because then I can't do stuff I want to do but then part of me does because I love him so I'm in a total mix. Now I'm not so sure I can do the whole SPN trip which I find a little unfair because he knows how much it means to me but then he's going to ask me what is more important and when he did ask me I did choose my trips but I seriously thought he just meant the BSB trip and now I think he meant both? *sighs* He was there when I got my ticket for the SPN thing so I hope to make a pact or something but I doubt it'll happen.

I went to the big gig yesterday it was fun but I kep thinking of how much fun it would of been if Andrew was with me but of course. We had front row which was awesome of course {Review might come later on} I know I haven't posted my GC one yet either, and I'm sorry. Ever since this marriage news I've been so down, I hardly sleep and once I fall asleep I never want to wake up unless I have bad thoughts or dreams, and then I wake up and can't go back to sleep but i try to push myself. I hardly been eating as well, Today all I had so far was coffee, I just can't eat.

At least something is looking up and that is for another job. *sighs* 

I'm sorry that I haven't read any of your stuff and/or posted, I haven't been online much really I just check mail read some stuff and that's about it. I'm sorry once again.

Yes MIA once again, and it will prob be like that for a while.

I'm trying to save my marriage and I had to cancel my trip from seeing BSB which tears me apart! :( I even had my flight for it and I so thought I had insurance on it and I didn't which ticks me off cuz I could of used it for Chicago in Nov, so now I'm out of 180.00 AGAIN!

AHHHH!!
*pulls hair out*

*sighs*

So many things wrong at the same time!

All I can say right now is that I hate girls, seriously! One of Andrew's friends like in his 40's or so and he has a daughter whose 19. Well I guess she's had a huge crush on him for the longest time to where she's actually relived him before, this was before him and I were even together but anyways after she knew we were in our fighting, maybe separating stage and whatnot she had the nerve to flirt like she usually does and whatnot and asks him to be his girlfriend!!!! WTF is that shit?!

God, it ticks me off, there’s so much to say bout this chick it’s crazy and I have to be nice to her if I want to stay w/ him cuz he thinks I hate everyone which I tech do who comes into our relationship and tries to ruin it!

AHHH!

Last night didn't go so well, ugh!! Andrew did open up to me so it's more than just the trips that I'm going on, I hope to explain more later when I'm not so tired looking like a zombie!

Ask me a question about each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Supernatural
5. Love
6. Good Charlotte

- So I emailed Andrew last night with two photo's of our dog's, Baxter and Tucker I really didn't expect him to email me back to be honest but he replied that the photo of Tucker was really cute {it was taken on my cell phone} anyways and he said he was sorry for not making into my dad's work to pay his share of the loan payment.
What strikes me is if we're getting a divorce, why would he still be paying for the loan payment? :[ but I'm glad he is it really helps me out a lot!! 
But he wants me to come over later on this afternoon to get the money and which is sort of good cuz I want to get my live in concert dvd's, and to be honest what do I do? What do I say? Do I just get what is needed and leave or do I hang out for a little while? Eeek I'm actually pretty nervous

-Today is Melody's baby shower and I got up at 6:15am due to my animals oh joy! LOL I have to shave my legs, take a shower and get ready and help my mom set up in about a couple of hour's, lol! I'm just so drained from this week at work. 

 

 I really do enjoy the daylight because you can go out and enjoy the day outside but then the night is also very nice it's so peaceful and seeing the sunset and whatnot *sighs*

• The last 48 hour's has been rough, I hardly been sleeping or eating, I've been forcing myself to eat even if it's just a little, my boss actually made me eat some cookies today that she had made so I could at least get some sugar in my body and not pass out somwhere.
• Did talk to Andrew's mother, she told me to just give space and it'll all work out for the best
• Men suck, seriously
• My dog needs to stop peeing on the floor ugh!! LOL
• Melody's baby shower is tomorrow at noonish, I'm the photographer so I'll be super busy!! I'm sure I'll post photo's, but I sure hope to be joyful for the party and for Melody *sighs*
• Work is going a little better but not much!
• Even though I have a million things to do I just don't feel like doing them :(
• I have the worst headache and I think it's from not eating, sleeping and to much crying the past 48 hour's although I've only cried once today and it was short
• I miss Good Charlotte, their music has helped me for the past week, and gosh it means a lot!
• My car needs a oil change, tire roation and major work on it ha!
• Anyone good making icons for LJ,   would anyone like to make some for me with me and the GC boys? :)
• I cannot beleive I'm not asleep yet, I'm tired but don't want to sleep 
• Hope Andrew is suffering for how he's making me feel
• I cannot beleive I'm going to see BSB soon it's crazy how fast life comes at you

Better late than never-

Happy Birthday Jared!!! :)



 If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

 

 Backstreet Boys

And yes I do still listen to them :)

Tonight  I should be with Andrew, at my mother in law's house trying to fix our relationship, did it happen? Nope! 

He never even calls me back he told me last night he's not happy with me right now due to 

*Being mean to his friend's and mainly people around us when we go out.
{I hate his friend's he's living with right now cuz I blame them a little for our relationship} Heck one is 40's year old, 3 kids, divorce, makes little stupid jokes I hate, who lives and acts like a pig, and Andrew's "ex" step father is a rage drunk!!  How can I like being over there esp when the house is a mess, *shivers*


*Asking him for money {which is usually only for a bill, we do have a loan payment due each other we both pay, I pay 200.00 he pay's 110.00 and yeah never works out.


Have no idea what to do!! :(

I'm thinking to stop calling him and wait for him to call me once he grows up and starts acting like his age eh?This totally sucks, {I'm trying to see what his signs are far as divorce or just time apart}?

someone shoot me please!?!?! :)





 

RULES:
1. Compose a list of your top ten sexiest famous men.
2. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.
3. Post them in your journal/blog.
4. Tag 3 people to do the same.


I didn't tag anyone cuz I'm sure a lot of people has done this, :) Since I'm WAY late of doing so.

 Here are the rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you 5 questions of a personal nature.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them 5 questions.