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January 16th, 2022

Friend's Only!!!! @ 12:13 pm

Current Mood: good good

 
~ A little about me ~
  • I'm very random
  • I love making new friend's
  • I do NOT like liar's and fake people
  • I love music, it's a huge part of my life and I have a few obsessions such as Backstreet Boys, Supernatural and Twilight with a side of many others
  • I do NOT like bragger's {there's a difference between sharing your story to just repeating and having to talk bout it non stop to make yourself feel better}
  • Best of all I'm a very nice person and if you treat me with respect I'll do the same
 


Feel free to comment to be added! :)
Thanks! 
 

September 8th, 2008

Mini Update..... @ 05:15 pm

Current Mood: confused confused
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So I know I’m never on here and I feel really bad, I’ve been so busy that I barely remember to breathe! This week has been crazy that I didn’t even know it was the weekend was here and now it’s Monday, oh joy!

Well I went to my best friend’s birthday party at Electric Cowboy on Aug 30th and some guy that I was talking to on a dating site met me at the place and we seem to hit it off so we’re dating and things good or I hope so ha!

Went to the Rockies game on Saturday night and it was totally amazing! Just sharing laughs and smiles with Dane, and of course must mention that Matt Hoillday was RIGHT there {see photos to know what I mean} oh I was loving it!

 

 

Since I no longer work at Dollar Tree, I started working for my dad being a loan processor I’m training right now and let’s me say it’s only been a couple of days and it’s crazy, I just hope I can do it because I honestly have no idea what else I could do with my life and I need to make money fast for many reason’s. *sighs*

I’m just worried due to paying bills on time, and the Supernatural Con in November it’s just stressful and I never expected this to happen {as usual}

 

I hope to have some free time soon to check up a little at least on LJ, but I sure hope everyone is doing well. :{ Hopefully we’ll can catch up soon?

 

 

I’m totally wanting Pink’s new album, the single “So What” is amazing me so excited!!! :D

 

 


 

August 24th, 2008

Another MeMe... @ 07:00 am

Current Mood: okay okay
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August 19th, 2008

100......Questions... @ 06:52 pm

Current Mood: cranky cranky
Tags:

1.

Made out for more than 3 minutes?
Yes, just recently too.... LOL! It was a intersting 4 hour's of my life to be honest LMAO!!


2.

Slept in a different bed?
Nope just slept in mine LOL!


3.

Made out in a movie theater?
It's been a long while!! hmm


4.

Made out with 2 different people in one night?
LMFAO! Yes, DAMMIT I'm such a slut!! HA!

5.

Thought your cousin was hot?
Hey, I thought my cousin looked like Nick Carter at one point in time, seriously, whoa!!


6.

Been in love?
Yes, and I'm moving on!!
7.

Slept?
uhh yes... might not get any tonight since my nephew might be born!!

8.

Taken a shower with the same or opposite sex?
Yes, and Yes.


9.

Gone over the speed limit?
Yes a few times but I try to stay around the speed, no ticket for me!


10.

Painted your room?
Been a long time, P.S.I hate to paint! ;)

11.

Drove a car?
I drive mine everyday?

12.

Danced in front of your mirror?
Nah

13.

Gotten a hickey?
No, I need one though,j/k LMFAO!

14.

Been dumped?
Yes, by my ex husband but that's okay, I'm better off! :)

16.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Uhhhh, sorta? A guy got into my car and we just met few hours before? Does that count? LMAO!!


17.

Been in a fist fight?
No....

18.

Snuck out of your house?
No.. I'm 25 no need too.. lol!

19.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes, having that right now, dammit! ugh! Damn you Jared!!

20.

Been arrested?
no...

21.

Made out with a stranger?
Yes, LMAO!


22.


Left your house with out telling your parents?
Nah, I let them know where I'll be, I'm such a good daughter lmao!

23.

Had a crush on your neighbor?
OMG, I have one now, he lives right there and nope nothing is happening, dammit!

24.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
oh yeah, LMAO! A good story once too so funny!

25.

Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ?
yes, both.

26.

Seen someone die?
no and no thank you don't want to .

27.

Been on a plane?
Yes.

28.

Kissed a picture?
When I was young LOL!

29.

Slept in until 3?
I sure miss those days! :)

30.

Love someone or miss someone right now?
I'm missing a few, yes...

31.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes, I need to do that again, it's very relaxing!


32.

Made a snow angel?
Oh yes.

34.

Cheated while playing a game?
I don't remember,but I doubt it

 

35.

Been lonely?
I am now, but that's okay...

36.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Oh yea a few times, not good. lol

37.

Been to a club?
yes

38.

Felt an earthquake?
No

39.

Touched a snake?
yes a long time ago, and that's when I gotten scared of them, eeeek!

40.

Ran a red light?
A few times, :[


41.

Been suspended from school?
yes but it wasn't my fault.


42. Had detention..
yeah.

43.

Been in a car?
yes

44.

Hated the way you look?
yes


45.

Witnessed a crime?
No...?


46.

Been lost?
YES


47.

Been to the opposite side of the country?
UMM CANADA? {LOL}

48.

Felt like dying from embarrassment?
yes, def a few times.


49.

Cried yourself to sleep?
yes


50.

Sang karaoke?
Yes, I won't ever forget! :) Las Vegas with Sophia and Vanessa, LOL!

51.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
YES

52.

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
yes


53.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Yes

54.

Kissed in the rain?
It's been a long while, I've made out when it was raining but not yet..

55.

Sung in the shower?
Yes LOL!


56.

Had a dream that you married someone?
Yeah.

57.

Played getting married?
When I was younger


58.

Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no


59.

Ever gone to school partially nude?
uh no?

60.

Been a dick ?
No, but I've been told my middle name is Bitch LOL!


61.

Sat on a roof top?
YES

62.

Didn't take a shower for a week?
Uh no, I can't even go one day without a shower!

63.

Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
YES!.

 

64.

Played chicken?
NO

65.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope

66.

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yeah, it happened yesterday at work over the phone!! {yeah I know, whoa}

67.

Broken a bone?
Yep.

68.

Been easily amused?
yes

69.

Laugh so hard you cry?
yes


70.

Cheated on a test?
most likely, who hasn't.

71.

Forgotten someone's name?
Yeah it sucks but it's okay. ;)

72.

Blacked out from drinking?
Uhh no comment, :D

73.

Played a prank on someone?
yeah

74.

Gone to a late night movie?
yes

75.

Made love to anything not human?
uh that's sick

 

76.

Failed a class?
yes

77.

Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
nope


78.

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no

79.

Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope, I don't believe in cheating, it's dumb.

80.

Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
No, dammit!

81.

Thrown strange objects?
Sure, when I was younger and dumb.

 

82.

Felt like someone?
uh what?

83.

Thought about running away?
Yepperz


84.

Ran away?
I ran across the street with a bag of clothes but didn't work out lmao!


85.

Had detention and not attend it?
NO


86.

Made parents cry?
yes :(


87.

Cried over someone?
yes

88.

Owned more than 5 sharpies?
Oh , I'm obsessed with sharpies, it's bad! LOL

89.

Dated someone more than once?
Yeah?

90.

Have a dog?
I do have a dog as a pet...yes

91.

Own an instrument?
No but I would love to learn to play bass! :)

92.

Been in a band?
No

93.

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
uh no that would make me sick!


94.

Broken a cd?
YES, PLENTY

95.

Shot a gun?
a bebe gun, yes

96.

Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
NO

98.

Have a major crush on someone right now?
YES, ugh! oh well..
99.

Have a religion?
CATHOLIC

100.

Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
I honestly have no idea... :[

 

August 17th, 2008

Life sucks.. @ 10:09 am

Current Mood: lonely lonely
Tags: ,

 ...................

Men

Suck

They

are

worthless!!

I met a guy on Friday night, we hanged out and yada yada yada and now he won't return my text or calls, WTF!!

Even if I just want to be friend's and nothing more right now cuz 'I know he's not looking, ugh!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
 

Writer's Block: Your Username @ 10:08 am

Current Mood: sad sad

Why did you choose your user name? Is there any special meaning or story behind it?
No story, just something a friend helped me with once and I love the ocean and color pink, and the tides with the ocean fits.
I really wish I could change it, :(



 

August 7th, 2008

I had to share..... @ 03:14 pm

Current Mood: geeky geeky

a myspace link to view photo's of.....

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=33743489&albumId=2129032


THE GIRL THAT ANDREW CHEATED ON ME WITH IN CA!!! 


It cracks me up, seriously.


Wow..

*gets my barf bag*

and the reason why Andrew didn't go all the way with her cuz he was grossed out, she was "hairy" why would you even think she was um cute? 

That's just my opinion, eh. ,lol

 

Writer's Block: Less Than Idle Hands @ 03:13 pm

Current Mood: crappy crappy

Do you have any odd nervous habits?
 Yes... LOL!

I'm not so sure I should share? :)
 

July 30th, 2008

Sorry... @ 05:43 pm

Current Mood: worried worried
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Sorry I've been MIA, I'm going thru a divorce. Couple weeks ago my husband told me over the phone that it wasn't working out when I figured something was up with him because he would quit calling me, and whatnot. It hurts really bad I started to eat again few days ago though. He said many things of why he wanted one but I honestly don’t know what to believe. He already put on his my space page that he is divorce and looking for dating/serious relationships although it hasn’t happened yet but after I got tired of his lies to me thru the phone which he stats he never told me such as getting back together, if I got another job, etc he denies it all even though I know he said it all, and it kills me every day so I finally told my dad to let’s start the paperwork and get this over with. {I have the longest story that would take forever to type out and whatnot}
Anyone here been thru it at all? Or know anyone that has? How do you over come it? Move on?
I just can’t stop crying, I’ll stop for a little while then I’ll start up again, it sucks and what worst is I just started a 2nd part time job yesterday so I really can’t go into work feeling/looking like this you know?
*sighs*

 

July 27th, 2008

Yeah. @ 04:51 pm

Current Mood: hopeful hopeful

Eh... 

I have a job interview tomororw for Dollar Tree, the pay rate isn't good it's 7.00 a hour, and it's part time but I think it's something since I've had NO luck getting interview's and I know why though, it's due to my credit and work history which is a major pain so hopefully the interview will go well tomorrow *sighs*

Not  much has changed with Andrew, we had a talk today over the phone and he said he'll have to think bout it really hard to give me another chance, I guess the main two parts were the income and me not working a full time job, to help pay rent/bills, and 2nd part was my trips, then it goes into of how I am towards him, his friend's, other's in public, how I accuse him of cheating all the time, etc  I guess I never knew what marriage was to be honest, and having to both work to make income, part of me wants to not be with him because then I can't do stuff I want to do but then part of me does because I love him so I'm in a total mix. Now I'm not so sure I can do the whole SPN trip which I find a little unfair because he knows how much it means to me but then he's going to ask me what is more important and when he did ask me I did choose my trips but I seriously thought he just meant the BSB trip and now I think he meant both? *sighs* He was there when I got my ticket for the SPN thing so I hope to make a pact or something but I doubt it'll happen.

I went to the big gig yesterday it was fun but I kep thinking of how much fun it would of been if Andrew was with me but of course. We had front row which was awesome of course {Review might come later on} I know I haven't posted my GC one yet either, and I'm sorry. Ever since this marriage news I've been so down, I hardly sleep and once I fall asleep I never want to wake up unless I have bad thoughts or dreams, and then I wake up and can't go back to sleep but i try to push myself. I hardly been eating as well, Today all I had so far was coffee, I just can't eat.

At least something is looking up and that is for another job. *sighs* 

I'm sorry that I haven't read any of your stuff and/or posted, I haven't been online much really I just check mail read some stuff and that's about it. I'm sorry once again.
 

*Hollywood*